So June is here. My birth month. It used to be such a good month. As a kid, June meant no more school. It meant a birthday with presents. It meant the pool and the beach and the tennis court. It was freedom and carefree days that lasted forever. Man, it was a good damn month. Now June is just like the rest. Lost every bit of sparkle it ever had. A lot has to do with the fact that my birthdays have all been pretty close to miserable for too damn long now. Each year there's the glimmer of hope that maybe I'm going to embark on a better path. That hope has been destroyed rather quickly each and every year. But again, I'm holding out a little hope that this might just be the year. For one, I'm starting in a much better place. I have my own place, which I keep clean and feeling like home. It's my own little sanctuary. No one knows where it is and when I'm here, I'm left alone, which I really like. Also, I've got a good job. And I'm not str...